If there is one thing the last 6 months have been, it’s been a journey of self-discovery. You don’t really know who you are as a person deep down until you move from your hometown, are away from friends and family, and all things that bring you comfort. Step into a world where you are truly left alone with your thoughts. You start a journey of self-discovery to find out what makes you happy, not the type of happiness that makes you and your friends happy, but what truly makes you as a person happy. You discover the personality and passions that was always there but were buried by environmental influence, it ignites that spark to follow those passions. Step away from influence, away from trends, away from judgment. That’s when you truly are on a journey of self discovery. A journey of nurturing all you feelings that have been hidden by circumstances.
I admire all my friends who have stepped out of their comfort zones, started new lives in new countries or cities, seen the world, met their loves, really lived. Discovered their true authentic selves and what makes them tick. Had that mental battle of being away from comfort and come out of it as better versions of their true selves.
I am more authentically me than I have ever been. I always thought, “No, it can’t be true; you change so much when you go overseas. You have to do it to discover who you really are.” I thought that’s all nonsense, but no, it’s true. Listen to your mum when she says that to you. It’s very true. I won’t be coming back to New Zealand the same person I was as I left. I will be me, I will strive to follow my passions, be my authentic self, love wholeheartedly, and really appreciate my true friendships and the ones who surround and support me throughout this self discovery journey. Not be afraid of judgment, not be afraid to lose people along the way who don’t align with my values. Just be me, keep my soul and heart happy.
It’s only been six months, but it’s already been a journey of self reflection and goal setting. I am proud of me. And I am not afraid to say that.
Love Briana xo
